I know so many of you who read this feel the threads of the future. So many of us now feel the approaching changes that are coming - the sense is so strong even the near blind feel it as if it were the light of the sun going nova.

I know something great is coming, something terrible in its form, but wonderful in its implications. But with all of this, I know something else, too.

My own personal apocalypse is coming. So much sooner than I had wished - though in truth I wished it would never come. And for this, I have lost so much of my care for that other great change which is coming. I would rather live my life with who I love as best I can in what time we have left together, than concern myself with this mass change. It isnt my fate - I did what I was meant for. Now its time I live for what I was made for.

No more waiting.

We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keeps us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still greater things burned within us

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits

Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits

Lyrics:: VNV Nation - Beloved