11.01.2003

I started the day with a letting of blood.

I cut myself on a can of clam chowder, fairly deeply, on my left pinky at the second joint. It bled bright red, then turned the deep red of dying cells. Thank god for having first aid stuff right on hand.

There are things I haven't talked about, on here, and things I will not talk about on here. But needless to say, my feelings about the treatment of humans by other humans has been on high edge. Today, it ran high, to the point all I could think of was taking out the pain of one person on countless scores of innocent people. But really, they arent Innocent. No one is.

Everyone has been calous to a stranger, been rude to a sales person, complained when it wasn't due. I will never do that again - because I have seen what happens on the other end of that now. And it's time I do something about it.

I'm not a sociopath, but I'll make a great right hand Minion for one - I like the slaughter for a cause. And I'll be right there, katana in hand, to let my share of blood flow for the good of man kind.

Saw Alien today - the full screan beauty that it was meant to be, on an Imax no less.

Ash: You still don't know what you're dealing with do you? Perfect organism. Its structural perfection is matched only by its hostility.
Ripley: You admire it.
Ash: I admire its purity, its sense of survival; unclouded by conscience, remorse, or delusions of morality.

Really, what else is there that stops us?

The thin times are passed now. Now the world grows thick again, until spring, when the world is at its fullest. Life ebbs and flows like that, you know. But hey.

KMFDM tickets bought. Happy. Next satuday.

Btw, happy birthday, damnedsaint I hope the green lady is treating you well.

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