Weekend over.

Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past

Games past. Friends seen, welcomed, other friends meeting friends, circles overlaping even more, then said goodbye to, returned to online world.

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun
someday in the darkness

I did miserably on the GRE. Going to spend this week working on letters of recomendation, trying to put things out of my mind. Moving on. Determination.

Fanatics find their heaven in never ending storming wind
Auguries of destruction be a lullaby for rebirth

Was amazingly domestic over the weekend. Made dinner, made lunches, took care of tired Erik. Made me wish for when I live with him even more. Started mentally redecorating the basement, wondering what I could do to both darken and lighten the room at once. Shoji screens are going to be a must, as will be sitting cushions for the table.

can you hear the calling of the raving wind and water?
we just keep dreaming of the land 'cross the river

So many things are in suspension at the moment. Courses for next semester, I sign up on the 27th. The GRE again, in December. Grad school aplications looming, needing filling out, letters requested, transcripts sent. Waiting, biding my time till I graduate, till I can take that next step. Pondering the future in moments of the present, where each one influences the next.

high and loud, the sound of your bell of the twilight...ringing..
all alone, it rings and echoes in the twilight

Holding my breath, take that next step, and know afterwards weather I have stepped off the edge into the abyss or onto the golden path.

lyrics from: Key of the Twilight, In the land of twilight, under the moon, To Nowhere, all from .hack\\Sign