i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

Being dragged under by someone else's deperssion is an unfortunate side effect of the sort of person I am. I feel helpless, yet repsoncible to fix the problems, and constantly torn between my emotional and rational logic centers. There is nothing I can do to help, yet I feel I should be able to. I feel guilty for not being able to act, for not being in the same situation, for never having faced the same problems. On the other hand, I know these are all irrational things to think - if I can't do something, I can't and no ammount of feeling bad will change that. I can't change someone's luck or life to magically make everything better.

Yet I feel nausious, anxious, sick to my soul with the fact I can't do anything. I want to help - I need to help. I should be able to help. But... I can't.

And even if I did.. whoes to say it wouldnt come to be resented?