4.14.2003

Usually, I wouldn't mind not having woken up until 1pm. Today though, something about it is really bothering me today. I couldn't get to sleep when I wanted to last night, I had to get up early and then go back to sleep after that so I wasn't functioning on four hours of sleep for an entire day. *ponders* Maybe its the fact that I have been getting up at 10:30, 11ish, and then getting things done all morning before classes - and that I don't have that this morning. *grumbles* Who knows.

Anyway. Allot of you have probably been wondering what is up with me lately, why my blog hasnt been very informative. Well guess what, I'm not telling. :-P - so deal with it. Its a combination of finals getting close, family issues, and just plain bordom with the world. *sneezes* Oh yes, and allergies. On the up side, I've been feeling allot better about the whole rampway thing, and getting geared up for this summer. I just hope the other things that are going on aren't going to interfere with it as much as they could. Gah.

Anyway. That's enough of this narative nonsence. Time to recount the only dream I remember from last night, though it made no sense.

Its morning, I am getting ready for classes. In the bathroom, washing face and cleaning my glasses. As I am washing them, my glasses suddenly break - at the nose peice - into two halves. Now blind, I have to figgure out how to get myself to LensCrafters, get my glasses fixed, and get to class on time at 3. Oh yes, and its 1 o'clock. Of course, then my father apears, and starts yelling at me for breaking my glasses - and wondering how we are going to afford a new pair. I haven't gotten my frames this year on the insurance, I try to remind him, but it doesn't seem to get through.

So yes, confusing dreams. I think I know what it means, and what it deals with. Primarily about my fear of being helpless in the face of a problem. Gee, I wonder what problem that could be. Take your pick, I have plenty I am helpless to deal with. Gah. Did I mention I really am starting to have an abysmal outlook on life? Yes, well no more so than usual.

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