The nature of the beast
I had an odd quandry posed to me tonight. I don't have an answer to this, so I'll throw the question open to you, my loyal readers, to ponder.
My remorse and guilt for all the pain I've caused others is perhapse the one thing that keeps me from actually being the monster that my actions would seem to say I am. Converse: It is that very same guilt that has all but torn me appart, and caused me to be willing to sacrifice myself to the point of loosing myself.
Where is the ballance in this? How can I still retain my humanity, yet not be consumed by guilt? Again, as I said, I don't have this answer yet. I know I will have to find this answer soon, or risk repeating everything I've done once again.
I had an odd quandry posed to me tonight. I don't have an answer to this, so I'll throw the question open to you, my loyal readers, to ponder.
My remorse and guilt for all the pain I've caused others is perhapse the one thing that keeps me from actually being the monster that my actions would seem to say I am. Converse: It is that very same guilt that has all but torn me appart, and caused me to be willing to sacrifice myself to the point of loosing myself.
Where is the ballance in this? How can I still retain my humanity, yet not be consumed by guilt? Again, as I said, I don't have this answer yet. I know I will have to find this answer soon, or risk repeating everything I've done once again.
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